I didn’t mean it when I said
I didn’t love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should have let you go
I didn’t know nothing,I was stupid, I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I couldn’t have fathomed
I would ever be without your love
Never imagined I’d be sitting
Here beside myself
Guess I didn’t know you
Guess I didn’t know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt


The feeling that I’m feeling now that I don’t hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don’t have a choice
Oh what I wouldn’t give to have you lying by my side
Right here cause baby


When you left I lost a part of me
It’s still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
'cause We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough
Who’s gonna talk to me on the phone till the sun comes up
Who’s gonna take your place
There ain’t nobody better
Oh baby baby
We belong together



I can’t sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack’s on the radio
Singing to me “If You Think You’re Lonely Now”
Wait a minute this is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial tryin’ to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface “I Only Think Of You”
and it’s breakin’ my heart
I’m tryin’ to keep it together but I’m falling apart
I’m feeling all out of my element
Throwing things, crying tryin’
To figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain’t even half of what I’m feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life baby



Mariah Carey - We Belongs Together.
a song to share, that i felt it so meaningful
(:



well, as my last entry states that.
OMT.
still felt so uneasy and all about what silly actions i had did last night.



anyway,
school as usual on everyday.
weekly activity on monday - training and dinner with the SCB and co.
tuesday ; suppose to be a girls outing with rainbow, but somehow alot of things cropped up.
tuesday is a boyfriend day for Yvonne and Rina need to rush through her report. Jasy fell sick.
so left with the 4 of us.
ended up, MJ at Jieyi's place. I WON! (:
a few bucks only.


wednesday was tragic.
it was raining meows and woofs!
dying to hope that the sports meet will be cancel by the organisers.
BUT TOO BAD! it didn.
there's a little time to spare then, so the 5 of us went GG.
surprise, Chor Boon was there.
so Josh & I were bowling with him, while MOO, Karen & Sam were sitting behind.


Sports meet started when the sky is pouring alot of meow and woofs still..
so it started.
Bowlers were assigned to be marshalls. but the 6 of us including Ryan who came later were like so bored and shivering under the shelter. (despite 2 umbrellas were used to protect us from the heavy rain)
our top to bottom were drenched. including my SHOES.
ENDED UP, the meet was cancel. DUI!

imagine both Karen & I ran to GG from the stadium and then to fc5.
the 6 of us were drenched.
thank GOD i had the BE shirt wrapped nicely in plastic.
changed and went moberly to meet SCB, as Ming, Ahtek, Matt & Co. were having School of EEE Dota Compy.
anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO THEM - PRO_NOOBIES; they are qualified for Semi-Final next week. if they make it again, it got to be FINAL!!! (: (: (:



so we went Tiong Bahru Plaza for dinner.
and on the way back while waiting for the train..
SCB took alot of lame photos. which is really VERY VERY VERY FUNNY.
but it had gone to the drain now after i accidentally deleted them all from my phone.
that includes photos i took during the sports meet.
I AM SORRY!
hopefully, tomorrow or saturday we can take such photos again.
I AM SORRY! ): ):
hopefully tomorrow Josh can help me retrieve back everything! (:









i recieved my first x'mas present from MUM.
she promised to give me some CASH for the flats/pumps i saw todat at Kappa (: (:
new shoes for work and going out! (: (:
!!!
anyway, i think i'm going to change my x'mas list again..
UH.
Royson, please listen and see properly what you should get for me during the gift exchange!
MUHAHAHAA!
1. $30 cash for the PRINTS Organiser! (: (:
2. ipod nano (:
3. money to buy more clothings
4. blue DOT & jazz purple. (: (:
5. the $23 pencil case from MUJI. (:
6. a new phone (: (:
7. BTTP' s 2 ball roller bag. (cost: $180 about there!) (: (:
8. the dress and top from MUJI (: (:
9. cash for me to rebond! (:
10. x'mas outing with STOCOB. (: (: (:

well, Royson get your pick for me for x'mas ARH!?
uh. the last one you can forget it. cus' it can only be fulfil by them (:
MUHAHAHHAHAHA!



well, i saw a promo from Jean Yip. $120 regardless of lenght to GET MY HAIR STRAIGHTEN! (: (:
*woots*
i shall go for it.. (: (:


ohya,
Mr Loo, the lecturer who is incharge for the China ITP programme called.
he say i am IN for the programme.
but somehow, i'm in the midst of whether or not to go.
things to forgo for this trip:
- 3 weeks of not bowling.
- 3 weeks of not shopping except the last week at Shanghai.
- 3 weeks of not meeting with STOCOBx. (without their craps and lames)
- 3 weeks of not meeting my lovely friends! (you know who you people are)
- maybe 3 weeks of not using the comp.
OMT.
forgo...?


well, i had until tomorrow to decide.
(:
whatever.




NITES people.
got to do up my structure & CT tut. (: (:
and Stan & Ahtek, TOMORROW MEET WHAT TIME HUH?
hopefully, we can take those stupid lame photos again =\